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I was sitting on my bed, making sure the curtains were 100% closed. I always felt like someone- or something- was watching me. I knew it was always funny to think about my random freakouts when someone looks outside the window at night. It's not about any fear of the dark. I grew out of that, although some still fear it. And I guess I can understand why. A lot of phobias are really just fears of the unknown. For example, in the dark you can't see anything, so anything could be in there. Sure you know something is probably not there, but it's the idea that it could be there that's frightening. Or maybe it's completely different and it's just because I haven't experienced that phobia myself. But back to me, I keep feeling like some creature is spying at me through my window and through my mirrors. I know it sounds somewhat childish but it's serious in my case. I can't look in a mirror for over 20 seconds if nobody is awake, or maybe it's just normal night time fears. Sometimes I see it in my head doing really gruesome things over and over until, slowly but eventually, I die. But everyone gets bad thoughts from time to time. I guess I'm just having a bad case of daytime-nightmares. Sometimes I see it faintly in my reflection but when I turn around it's not there. I've always heard things, such as the screams of possibly future me dead by it, but I've never seen anything that's not there that often. Sometimes I swear that when I look out the window I see some sort of face peeking back at me, and sometimes I see the curtains open without anything happening. It's probably just late-night fears and the wind. I get sleep paralysis of it and nightmares of it killing me over and over and torturing me constantly, even when I'm just taking a brief nap. Oh well, probably nothing to worry about. I need some rest, it's already 1:00AM.
